shagged

For the past two weeks, it have been a packed week for me. I had tuitions almost everyday + some other stuffs. Really need a break but there are so many things coming up. Though next week is recess week, I have two quizs + three reports. Shagged.. On the verge of breaking down. I hope everything would be okay- Really hope so.

Taken for granted?

Have a feeling that some of my friends might have taken me for granted. I cant help it but feel this way. Sometym asking help seems to be so difficult- got rejected even before i asked. Seriously, i only need someone to disucss with me. Is that really so difficult?

Actually, there are people whom can discuss with me. However, it's a pity they arent in my course. Hiakz...

Maybe i shdnt make myself so easily available.. gg back to my ppt..

MSA

That stands for Micron Semiconductor Asia Pte. Ltd. I went for their plant tour today. I would say that I quite like the culture of the company, especially when i hear that they dont need to work in shift, which is what is holding me back from going into a semiconductor company.

Today plant tour was accompanied by a 15 mins IQ quiz. It was impossible to finish 5 questions in 15 mins. I managed to solve 3 of the questions. No time for the others.

Next week is my interview which i need to give a 10 mins presentation on any science and techno topics + 20 mins Q&A by the panel of 7 people (initially was 5!). However, 3 of them were very friendly. The downside is, there is a pHD sitting in the room -Sighz..

Shortlisted candidates would be informed for another interview. Though it's rather troublesome, I hope to get into Micron. It really fortunate to found a company having my beliefs. OF course, I hope that they would deliever what they promised. Haa

Unusual Things

Today is the first time i went to a Group C tutorial (supposingly it's for poly direct intake). I would say that they are much more lively than first year intake student (supposingly jc intake). The class was much more lively but then they made fun of the tutor which is quite.. erm.. funny? haa

Attended a core lecture with only less than 40% filled (Algo). I ended leaving halfway because the lecture doesnt seem to be knowing what he wants to teach. lolx.

I was surfign around and found this nice rainbow photo

Maybe a change would be good...

Im feeling very tired and disappointed. It's not physically nor mentally.. Just the feeling of super sian diao, esp when something happen after a long day. Maybe I should change my style, my character, my everything. Maybe it's time to think for myself, putting myself ahead of others. hiakz..

Im not Stressed but Sianz

Less than half an hour ago, Mel just popped out from nowhere and ask me if im stressed. Saying that his sixth sense.. haa.. He shared something that is quite nice:

Blur Freshie going into LWN Library (NTU). He approached the service counter and ask: Can I have a Big Mac upsize.

Librian: Excuse me. This is the Library.

Guess what the blur freshie replied. The answer would be disclosed below.

Back to Mel's question. Im not stressed.. I dunno if my spolit hp plays a part in him making the conclusion. Oh ya.. guys.. feel free to drop me sms with ya name.. cos the numbers died with my phone. Btw, i didnt kill my HP.

I misses those days whereby im able to discuss with Hekun, Derrick, Yimei, Tan Ching, Tianying. Im able to discuss with RuiXiang during my first year. But this sem, I dont seem to be able to discuss with anyone. Melvin mentioned that even though he didnt experience it before but he understands the feeling- the feeling that other people expects from me, thinking that i know everything. I guess so bar. Since young, I dont like to be in limelight. But I cant seems to get rid of it. But Im just a normal guy - 平平凡凡. Not stressed but am feeling a bit tiredz and sian. After last sem, Im trying hard not to overwork myself- draining myself way before the end of school sem.

Next week is a busy week for me. 6tuitions + 1quiz in 5 days + complete my following week tutorial. I can do it!

To Yimei, everything would fall nicely for you. Dont give urself unneccessary stress. Though there are things I cant help you. I would always be there for you. Aza Aza Fighting~

Blur Freshie (whispered): I want a Big Mac. Upsize. Thks

Ratatouille

Went watching this movie with Yimei. For some reason, her nose seems to be so excited watching this show that she had running nose. Thankfully, she recovered the next day.

This was a hilarious movie. I rrm the quote in the movie "Anybody can cook". It is about this rat whom can cook nice food. In the cinema, there are lots of kids plus one behind us. He is super cute, adding sound effect to the movie. Some kids are adorable.

Lost

A promise made a few months ago was broken today. I hope i didnt give the wrong advice.

As a good friend, I ought to stand by your side. However, maybe something should be done. I have said what I had.

Really missed those JC days whereby Derrick, Hekun, Tanching, Jonathan + Apple. We pia together, doing our tutorials. Yimei, Derrick, Tianying and I forming studygroup, studying on weekend.. running from BM LIB to BM MAC to BoonLay LIB.. Memories... Now, most of the motivations have to come within me though at least Kerwei is able to discuss tutorial questions with me. But i think he can do better lehz.. Much better than year1 when i have to discuss with someone not in the same group as me.

Things are cramp-ing together for the next few weeks.. having 7tuitions + 1 assignment due + 1 quiz in 7 days, that is exclude tutorials. I hope I can cope with next week. Two wishes for next week: I can overcome next week and my students would fare well for their prelims.

Manage to find 3 people to do my biz management survey.. now gotta start a serious headhunt to find two people to do Survey on Career History for me.. hope i can find them soon... Anytakers? lolx