Christmas-Famous Five?

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

came across in my friend's blog.

It's been a long long time...

Yoz peeps, it been a long time since i blog. This semester is the toughest semester that i ever had.

I'm in the mid of the crazy period of my school life.. In the next four weeks (inclusive of this week), i have to hand in 2 lab reports, 4 quiz, 4 presentations and 2 reports.. All in short four weeks.

I remember my teacher once told me that in university, one would have no time to read. Well, not that im interested in reading, but i find what she said is rather true. We really dun have much free time. Before i know anithing, exam is coming soon- real soon. Haa..

She also mentioned that it's difficult to find true friends. For this, i am not sure. However, Im really glad to make a couple of nice friends, esp my Human Resource Management members. No one shrinks from responsibility, there would be someone steps in to lead the team at different time. So nice rite?

I remember one of the members stayed and do project till wee hours despite he had quiz the next day. Also, none of us complaint when we need to travel down to east coast twice during the sem though most of us are living in the west.

Sending of summary of HRM and one of my friend sent me the sample for one of the module quiz. Not that i depend on the sample but the unselfishness that my friends had shown really touches me.. what's more they are friends that i made this semester. It's a nice feeling~

Oh ya.. coming monday i will be going for DSO interview. Dunno what would be the outcome but i will go there and enjoy myself =)

Yesterday, went to watch Mamma Mia with Yimei. Haa.. the movie is realli hilarious! Really had a nice break in the midst of a busy week. Gearing up for more challenges! Melvin, you haven been missing many things here because most of us are busy.. But I think some of them are going ming ge this coming friday.. Wanna fly back? Ha.. hope you enjoy yaself there, dude.

And also, May you not be so busy, yimei =)

Signing Off...

It been a long time since i update my blog. It's the end of third week. Been really busy with this sem workload. I hope that i can survive through. Im really glad to meet a nice people in my project. We can do it!

National Museum

Last Friday, we start to prepare life without Melvin.. Haa.. Mei, Tian, Der and Me decided to meet up to go and see a performance just outside National Museum.

Before that, we went to Ajisen in PS for dinner. To our surprise, we saw xinyou just sitted beside us- What a Small World! Dinner was funny with derrick saying that he loves to eat with small eater so that he can have their shares. Then he popped two flu pills where he supposed to pop in only one. Yimei commented that though derrick thinks he is big, that doesnt mean two pills is needed to take effect in his body.. Haa.. He was scolded by tian when he wanted to pop in a third one. Luckily he wont be doctor.. im wondering how he becomes a medic.. Ha.

When we reach National Museum, it was very crowded. We almost left thinking we are unable to watch the performance. Throughout the performance, I jsut busy snapping pictures. Great effort on Yimei for sensoring 100+ photos to around 36 photos.

The performance is held in midair. It's rather princess-like senerio. How xinfu yimei looks tell everything.. Haa.. No amount of words can describe.. at least not with my limited vocab.. Haa

The photos:
Sailing aka floating Ship with fairy






Fairy in the Big Ball..



Fairies with piano in the air








Dunno what is this called..



Couple-in-the-air



Fairies revolving around the ball






Two Floating Balls










Mind you, they are real people

overnight KTV

What Happen on Tuesday Night is being Blogged on Fri. Never Mind that it's late because Yimei, Melvin and Tianying had blogged it.

It been a long time since I stay out so late and the only two gangs that i stay till so late is JC gang and my buddies-jinwei n kaisheng.

It's really nice going overnight singing with you guys... and ladies. Since MeL reached real late and Hui and Han leaving early, we decided to SMUGGLE MeL in to fully utilize the 'one for one' offer.

Thanks for making effort to come. Han (because MeL is leaving singapore soon till early next year), Hui (because it been a long tym since she sees us.. maybe she misses us a lot? Haa) and Tian (she had to work the next day.

We wont be seeing Mel in our outings for the rest of this year le... most prob he will miss our christmas. Life wont be the same without MeL.. Haa.. Though he is of different generation as us! Enjoy MeL~

The forgetful derrick that is being amazed by how the waiter remembered which room he is in (maybe the waiter is not straight?), how derrick and melvin trying to use two mikes to do stuns and of course, derrick entertained us by dancing! Lastly, it's the second ktv sessions that derrick attempt to sing the gal part (which i dunno why since we have 4 gals with us) and make me so unprofessional. I just cant concentrate in singing when the rest are luffing non-stop! Haa

Hope that we can meet up some time next week- before MeL embarks in his fufilling life! More sleeply nites for Tian? Haa.. Derrick will still sleep and youtube in office getting paid handsomely.. lolx

Alternatives to Streetdirectory

This is what i had found from one of the blog by streetdirectory (I think).

The lawsuit with SLA has brought lots of headache for uses like me.

http://gothere.sg : The loading is quite fast. I try searching how to go from boonlay mrt to my house. The result is: Walk 5 mins- It's just a short walk away. Come on, don't be lazy, walking is a good form of exercise!

For more, can refer to the http://streetdirectory-singapore.blogspot.com/

Latin Honors

There are typically three types of Latin honors. In order of increasing level of honor, they are:

* cum laude, "with honor"; direct translation: "with praise"
* magna cum laude, "with great honor"; direct translation: "with great praise"
* summa cum laude, "with highest honor"; direct translation: "with highest praise"

It is difficult to generalize what percentage of top marks correspond to each of the degrees of honors, given that the percentages or grade point averages required for each rank can differ from university to university. Degrees summa cum laude used to be quite rare -- often reserved for the top one percent of students at the most -- and degrees magna cum laude only slightly less so. This situation has changed somewhat and there has been a trend towards less selectivity in assigning honors degrees. Still, a rough measure of the selectivity of the different honors is the common assumption in the graduate admission policies of British universities that the two higher categories (summa and magna cum laude) are the equivalent of first class honors, while a simple cum laude degree translates into an upper range second class degree (a so-called 2:1).

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Latin_honors

Hmm.. Yimei got cum laude equivalent to good 2nd upper.. (NOT LATTE!!)... Stressed.. At least a good 2nd upper class for me..

One week into my holiday

DIP has ended last Friday. The memory of going to school at 0830 everyday, having MacDonald $2 breakfast almost everyday with 6 of my teammates without getting fat, Changing someone who does not have the habit to have breakfast to one who ask us for breakfast. Thinking back, it's fate that I came into this group. Seeing that no one wants to join the localization team, Mi persuades Kenneth, Adriel and MunKok to join Kelvin and Ryan. The rest is History. It's really fun working with this group. I doubt there is any chance for us to work together, but this group is one of the strongest group that I have worked with. This group together with WOW^3 would definitely be part of the memory when I leave NTU.

Result was out a late last week - I'm satisfied with my result. It been nice studying with you guys, I hope there would be chance to study with you guys again if everything fall in place nicely for me and hope everything would work out well for you guys.

In addition to that, my JC student wanted to quit JC- again, and i guess she had quited. Interestingly, there is one of my student's friend wanted to have tuition. Would be going for the first session later. A sec four kid who failed A and E maths. I hope the kid would be hardworking and tide through this period.

Seems to me that a lot of people is falling sick. I was not spared from it either. Fall sick while shopping with Yimei in Bugis. Going by Keegan-Kangxiang joint theory that having flu would make people hungry easier: After having dinner with Yimei, I had Milo and biscuit at 2200 and two packets of instant noodles + eggs + tomato at 0200.

JC gangs, We should go to Ai Qing Hai before Melvin embarks on his fulfilling life.

舍不得-弦子

舍不得
第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏著
还怕我难过
不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么一起哭了
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得
只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了

会呼吸的痛

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

Logbook

I am supposed to be guai and do my logbook but decided to update what happen to me recently.

Monday was a tiring day whereby I stayed till 2330 because i have to prepare e presentation which is on Tuesday. Shagged.. I lost the competition despite putting in effort. I was quite sad and my prof did console us. However, I know that though i have lost the competition, I did gain something valuable from the DIP- Valuable Friendship. Thanks Kenneth, Adriel, Munkok, Kelvin and Ryan~

Despite being so tired, I still meet my JC palz: Derrick, Melvin, Yimei, Tianying and Minting. We went for Kbox in JEC from 7 to closure which cost us like 16dollars. Very Cheap hor? This gang of people is the biggest group that Im so closed with. Despite been so many years, our friendship is still going strong. It's such a miracle. Thinking back, I didnt regret in coming to SAJC. It is fate that brought us together. Im really glad to have such a group of friend. IM sure we will still keep in contact.

Logging off le.. going to bath, write log and wait for release of result.. hmm.. hope everything would be fine =)

傻瓜

其實他做的壞事我們都懂
沒有什麼不同　眼光閃爍
曖昧流動　閉上眼當作聽說

＊其實別人的招數我們都懂
沒有什麼不同　故作軟弱
撒嬌害羞　只是有一點彆扭

＃傻瓜也許單純得多　愛得沒那麼做作
愛上了我不保留

＋傻瓜　我們都一樣　被愛情傷了又傷
相信這個他不一樣　卻又再一次受傷
傻瓜　我們都一樣　受了傷卻不投降
相信付出會有代價　代價只是一句傻瓜

重唱　＊,＃,＋,＋

KidZ

When I was in arcade with Yimei, Yimei's eyes suddenly beamed. She was really amused that those kids tried to throw the basketball. On seeing that their failed attempts, they decided to climb up and throw instead. In the end, they managed to score a respectable of 36 points in 90 seconds. After which, they head to the machine for younger kids and they try to get the basketball out so that they can throw. Kidzz.. Haa

The scene really tickled Yimei so much that other by-passers kept looking at us.. haa.. In addition, her headache was cured! Though it's only partially. Haa.

Today is the last episode for Bian Zhou Qu. The ending is kinda of too fairy-taled, enabling the leading actor to go back to the past to change the destiny. Would it be good if our destiny can be changed? Well, maybe barz.. but I think we should spend each and every moment of our life happily.

This week, I am really glad to have such nice and capable group members. Im really pale in comparison =( :

Ryan: A Vietnamese guy who helped us in programming for localization!

Kelvin: He single-handedly helped our team to come up with the interface for the application

Adriel: He helped us with the small details + slides + he would be our wonderful promoter next week =)

Kenneth: A great director! Do i have to elaborate? Haa

Mun Kok: Our Area Cleaner! He helped the group a lot in other small details + life wont be the same without him.

Me: Doing nuthing...

What can i do when I have so many capable group members? Haa.. Im enjoying my experience in my proj though Im complaining.. Haa

半生熟 - Pin Guan & Penny Dai

Extract from Email

'The happiest people in the world are not those who have no problems, but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect.'

A group of graduates, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to the coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee, the professor said: 'If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the simple and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. Be assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases, it is just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup,
but you consciously went for the best cups... Then you began eyeing each other's cups.'

Now consider this, said the professor, 'Life is the coffee; the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, and the type of cup we have does not define, nor change the quality of Life we live. Sometimes, by concentrating on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee God has provided us. Enjoy your coffee!'

The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything. Four things to take note of in life...

1. Live simply.
2. Love generously.
3. Care deeply.
4. Speak kindly.

Shine a light & enjoy your Coffee time!!

听说爱情回来过

愛是一種需要 一種缺乏 所以我們都喜歡情歌
不管愛在進行中 還是仍未萌芽
不管你愛他比較多 還是他愛你比較多
愛或被愛 其實 都是一種喜悅

在朋友那兒聽說 痴心的你曾回來過
想請他替我向你問候 只為了怕見了說不出口
你對以往的感觸還多不多 曾讓我心碎的你
我依然深愛著

在朋友那兒聽說 知心的你曾找過我
我要他幫我對你隱瞞 只是怕見了面會更難過
我對以往的感觸還那麼多 曾給我幸福的你



我依然深深愛著

有一種想見不敢見的傷痛 有一種愛還埋藏在我心中
我只能把你 放在我的心中
這一種想見不敢見的傷痛 讓我對你的思念越來越濃
我卻只能把你 把你放在我心中
(只能把你 把你放在我心中)

對你的聲音 你的影 你的手
我發誓說我沒有忘記過
而關於你選擇了現在的他
我只能說我有些難過
我也真心真意的等過

张韶涵 - 亲爱的，那不是爱情

教室里那台风琴 叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音 动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信 转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心

那温热的牛奶瓶 在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马 在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

虽然我愿意

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

Lost

It been only one week into DIP and Im already dying soon. It's very tiring especially when there is no aim. The feelings that the more you try to seek help, the more problem arises. At the moment, I feel like not doing anything- Really not doing anything. I miss my holiday!

On one hand, I understand what he wants. However, We are unable to come up with an idea really bothers me. Now that we have a clearer direction on what to do, Im more lost as problems arise for my main scope. Maybe I should just not care and let the master student realised what went wrong.

There are lots of things to find out with regard to the application. May rainbow appears at the other end. As what Adriel and gang said, as the week goes by, it would be getting longer and longer..

Rhythm Of Life 《变奏曲》

As requested

Mesmerising Scene

Finally went to the Airport yesterday with Yimei after lots of pushing back. 'Touring' around for 4-5 hours resulted in tired and sore legs due to lack of exercise. However, it's a nice place.. Missed the sunset, see airplane flying through and fro the airport and have nice nice food in Fish and Co. Yimei finally finish one main course.. Once in a BLUE BLUE moon.. Haha.. She ate a grilled fish which both of us forget what it is called, She told me it's dunno what grilled fish.. and I ate this black stingray-black pepper.. they are SUPER NICE. Will post up the photo when im not lazy.. Haa.. They had a bookmark for us, whereby cheeky yimei wrote something on it.. Haa.. The service in Airport's Fish and Co is Super good compared to elsewhere.

Yimei said she want to go to Venice, Italy.. think probably she read too much shakesphere's literature. Haa.. This is Venice with courtesy of Wikipedia:



Looking through some of the photos, i think it's a nice place. Haa..

I was watching the news and bump into this scene:
I think it is a mesmerizing scene if one would be able to chance upon baby turtles crawling back into the ocean upon sunrise.

Was asked to do this.. Decided to type use english instead of chinese.. Haa

被點到名字的要在自己的博客裏寫下自己的答案，
然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題再补上一個你的問題，
仍然組成20個問題，
傳給其他8個人，
列出其他8個需要回答問題的人的名字，
還要到這8個人的博客裏留言通知對方----你被點名了，
被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，
完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。
這8個人要在自己的博客裏註明是從哪裏接到的，
並且再傳給其他8個人，
讓遊戲繼續下去，不得囘傳。
被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福，
並且所有美好的願望都會在不久的將來實現。

游戲開始：

1.小时候的理想是什么？
To be a Fireman.. I find it's realli cool to put up fire and stuffs then.

2.这辈子最快乐的是什么事？
Her

3.你覺得，什麽樣的事情可以讓你廢寢忘食，埋頭苦幹？
Nothing barz.. unless im busy giving tuitions, then i would consider skipping the meal. Meals are very impt arz.. cannot skip!

4.如果有机会的话，你最想对你讨厌的人说些什么？
Nothing.. I dont want to having anything to do with those i hate.. but it been a long time since i hate someone.

5.你最想去哪个地方？ 为什么？
Sky or Sea.. Envious of fishes swimming freely in the sea and birds flying freely in the sky- It been a long time since there is no worries..

6.最受不了自己哪个缺点？
Too Helpful? No idea lehz.. =(

7.如果有不开心的事情，你会怎么办？
Dont feel like thinking about it if I cant do anithing about it.

8.最害怕失去的东西？
Those who are close to me.

9.生活目标是什么？
To put in the best in everything I do

10.若遇見喜歡的人，你會怎樣做？
Take things as they come and pursue when im certain.

11.現在最想做什么事情？
Sleepzzz after weeks of lacking of sleep

12.你最希望你的另一半对你做的一件事？
Just being beside me is enough

13.最喜歡和另一半一起做的事情?
Anithing would be fine.

14.你最讨厌怎样的人？
Proud

15.什么情况下，你最容易紧张？
Interview!! I need to overcome it soon =|

16.你最想为另一半做的一件事情？
Being there for Her lorz.. haa

17.什么人最让你受不了？
People who are reluctant to help other though it's within their ability.

18.如果能让你实现一个愿望，会是什么？
Secret... Haa

19.如果能够让你卸下工作，抛开学习，给你自己放一整天的假，你会...
PLAY PLAY and PLAY

20.觉得人生最重要的事情是什么？
Stay Happy and treasure every single moment of our life!

Updates

It been a long time since I update this little corner of mine. I guess very few people would drop by this corner now.

Have started mugging since two weeks ago. It started in NTU Library with Yimei, with her jiemei dropping by for dinner and crapping with derrick. Initially, i was quite reluctant to shift to tutorial room to study because i was quite worried that i could not progress much in tutorial room. I am those who really need a good study environment.

Through this studying group, which is much better than i had expected, I got the chance to see the other side of sianghui. He was much feng then i expect him to be. Haa.. Together with godfrey and jinwei, we spent lots of time together. We would reach school at around 8am and ends at 9pm- Ciao mugger.

We went around hunting for food, waiting for the lizard to make noise at 9+ pm and share all kinds of joys and laughters.. Haa.. Yimei joined us initially but that lucky gal ended her exam so early. And CONGRATS to HER.. Haaa

One of the most wonderful thing is that we manage to spot questions for AE and didnt expect that it really come out. I guess the prof was really shocked that we asked him really basic question hours before our paper. Haa..

There was one day that we were unable to find a proper studying area.. that was quite sad. Either the place was too noisy or the place has no air-con. N-T-U.. Sighz..

Hope that we would have chance to mug again. Now that I just finished my paper, it's time to play and have fun before DIP starts on coming Monday. Keeping my finger crossed *I hope everything would be ok*

Might be going to JB in May.. To sing and watch movie and of course EAT!!.. Hope it would be an exciting one if everything materialize.

It's nice walking around JP with her.. Been a long time since both of us can walk so leisurely with no worries...

男人女人

You will see this if you are fated to.. Haa

生日快乐

The first minute of my birthday, someone is complaining that how hard she took to find the lyrics of one of my fav song. Thanks Yimei for the trouble and also, realli appreciate you for popping out in NTU as i know that the chances of you getting erm.. lost is quite high. lolx. Thanks a lot! I know you regreted that you are unable to make fun of me. Lolx

Birthday has been a weird day for me since JC as i have a buddy whose birthday is one day before me. So I have to take his baton. Haa. Hope he wont get LOST in sweden.

Less than 15 mins into my birthday and have received numerous blessings. Thanks guys =).. I would be spending my day mugging for my quizs + giving tuitions.. Haa.. What a way to celebrate. Haa

~Lots of thanks~

Today was a normal day for me until someone pop out. She really surprised me because i didnt expect her to come all the way. I know that i dont look surprised but IM! Jz that i recovered fast enough before you all notice it. Haa. Thanks Yimei.

On top of that, I have to thanks Derrick for guiding Yimei to find me, in the rain. Thanks Tian for helping Yimei dig out Kerwei's number and Kerwei for offering his help to Yimei. Thanks a lot, everyone. Im really happy and surprised K? haa

Tiredz.. gg back to notes..

Tong Hua

你还爱我吗 - as requested

夜裡傳來雨的聲音　輕輕撥動心的旋律　
情不自禁想到你　那些甜蜜的回憶


總是不小心就淋濕了我的眼睛　
愛情需要一些呼吸　偶爾保持一點距離


回到朋友的關係　任你自由的來去　
從此想念你只能放在我心裡


你還愛我嗎　一直好想問你這句話　
卻又怕　聽到你真實的回答


你還愛我嗎　為何你總是不說話　
眼看我為愛不愛掙扎


你愛我嗎　好久沒有你的消息　
心裡還惦記著你
在這冷冷的夜裡　感覺那麼的熟悉　
好想再見你想聽聽你的聲音


感情的路總讓人好無助　我會學著面對獨處
給深愛的你祝福
你還愛我嗎　一直好想問你這句話　
卻又怕　聽到你真實的回答


你還愛我嗎　這是我唯一的牽掛　
不管你會有什麼回答


我會一直等你　

古巨基 - 劲歌金曲2 - 情歌王

This is a 12min plus song by 古巨基 in Chinese. Didnt put it in my playlist because it's simply too long. Haa.. Enjoy. It makes up of 30 songs. I had included the song below my playlist. =)



歌词：

（forever love 王力宏）
爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心

（两个人的烟火 黎明）
最爱你的是我
否则你怎么让我
否则我怎么可能赴汤蹈火
你说什么都做

（如果·爱 张学友）
如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉

（童话 光良）
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里

（很爱很爱你 刘若英）
舍得让你往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心

（我愿意 王菲）
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
我什么都愿意 为你

（好想好想 古巨基）
好想好想好想好想
好想好想和你在一起

（明天我要嫁给你了 周华健）
明天我要嫁给你啦
明天我要(终于)嫁给你啦
要不是你问我
要不是你劝我
要不是适当的时候你让我心动

（不得不爱 潘玮柏/玄子）
天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩

（阴天 莫文蔚）
开始总是分分钟
都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减

总之那几年
感性赢了理性那一面

（飞机场的10:30 陶喆）
baby baby baby baby baby baby
是不是拥有以后就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却要想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题

（那么爱你为什么 黄品源/莫文蔚）
离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么

（你怎么舍得我难过 黄品源）
最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多
你却没有感动过

（爱我别走 张震岳）
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

（让我欢喜让我忧 周华健）
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受

（原来你什么都不想要 张惠妹）
原来你什么都不想要
我不要你的承诺
不要你的永远

只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好,贪心也好
最怕你把沉默,当做对我的回报
原来你什么都不想要

（用心良苦 张宇）
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要

（祝福 张学友）
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节

（吻别 张学友）
我和你吻别在无人的街
让风痴笑我不能拒绝
我和你吻别在狂乱的夜
我的心等著迎接伤悲

（把悲伤留给自己 陈升）
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走

（征服 那英）
就这样被你征服切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固我的决定是糊涂

（听海 张惠妹）
听海哭的声音叹惜著谁又被伤了心

（味道 辛晓琪）
和身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道

（我怀念的 蔡依林）
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

（领悟 辛晓琪）
啊!多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦

（月亮惹的祸 张宇）
都是你的错在你的眼中
总是藏著让人又爱又怜的朦胧
都是你的错你的痴情梦
像一个魔咒
被你爱过还能为谁蠢动

（我们的爱 f.i.r）
我们的爱
过了就不再回来
直到现在
我还默默的等待

我们的爱
我明白
已变成你的负担
只是永远
我都放不开
最后的温暖

（你把我灌醉 黄大伟）
你把我灌醉你让我流泪
扛下了所有罪我拼命挽回
你把我灌醉你让我心碎爱得收不回

（眼泪 范晓萱）
oh 眼泪............
眼泪都是我的体会
成长的滋味
oh 眼泪............
忍住眼泪不让你看见
我在改变
孤单的感觉......
你从不曾发现
我笑中还有泪......

（情非得已 庚澄庆）
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气

（你是如此难以忘记 梁朝伟）
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平息

（心太软 任贤齐）
你总是心太软心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
相爱总是简单相处太难
不是你的就别再勉强

（forever love 王力宏）
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后,
你会是所有
幸福的理由

forever love
forever love
forever love

<<彩虹>>

哪里有彩虹告訴我　能不能把我的願望還給我
為什麼天這麼安靜　所有的雲都跑到我這裏

■有沒有口罩一個給我　釋懷說了太多就成真不了
　也陵伅′O一種解藥　也是我現在正服下的毒藥

◆看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著　你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
　沒有地球　太陽還是會繞　沒有理由　我也能自己走

★你要離開　我知道很簡單　你說依賴　是我們的阻礙
　就算放開　但能不能別沒收我的愛　當作我最後才明白

REPEAT■◆★

(Rap)
看不見你的笑　要我怎麼睡的著　你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽還是會繞會繞　沒有理由我也能自己走掉
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也陵伅′O一種解藥解藥　也是我現在正服下的毒藥

Love and Life

My husband is an engineer by profession. I love him for his steady nature and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.

Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.

I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy.

My husband is my complete opposite; his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about LOVE.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.

"Why?" he asked, shocked.

"I am tired. There are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered.

He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep thought. My feeling of disappointment only increased.

Here was a man who was not able to even express his predicament, so what else could I expect from him?

And finally he asked me: "What can I do to change your mind?"

Somebody said it right... It's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.

Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: "Here is the question.... If you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind."

Let's say; I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death. Will you do it for me?"

He said: "I will give you your answer tomorrow...."

My hopes just sank by listening to his response.

I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes....

My dear,
"I would not pick that flower for you, but .... please allow me to explain the reasons further....."

This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.

"When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen. I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs. You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.

You love travelling but always lose your way in a new city. I have to save my eyes to show you the way.

You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month. I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.

You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.

You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes. I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and help to remove those annoying white hairs.

So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand...and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young face...

Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die ... "

My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting ... and as I continue reading... "Now, that you have finished reading my answer, and if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favourite bread and fresh milk..."

I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread....

Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone...

That's LIFE, and LOVE.

When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms; even in very small and cheeky forms. It has never been a model. It could be the dullest and most boring form ...

Flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands ... AND THAT'S LIFE

The happiest people in the world... are not those who have no problems, but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect.

LOVE is not just between two lovers, husband and wife--it also encompasses mother, father and siblings, sisters and brothers, friends and neighbours!

Until I think of you again with the next warm life touching story...

When You Believe

When you believe - Mariah Carey



Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
To swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
(Oh)
And it's easy to give in to your fears
(Oh...Ohhhh)
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight throught the rain
Small but still, resilient voice
Says love is the relief
(Ohhh)

There can be miracles
(Miracles)
When you believe
(Lord, when you believe)
Though hope is frail
(Though hope is frail)
It's hard to kill
(Hard to kill, Ohhh)
Who know what miracles,you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will(somehow,somehow, somehow)
somehow you will
You will when you believe

You will when you
You will when you believe
Just believe...in your heart
Just believe
You will when you believeeeeeeeeeee



I was doing some readings when I heard this song on my blog, So i decided to blog. Today, on my way to tuition, listening to musci, I saw two eagles flying freely in the clear blue sky along Chinese Garden MRT station. I started to ponder, when is the last time i slack without any burden? yearning for those carefree life, not needing to trouble over studies. However, i know i wont coz i have an aim in life.

However, i didnt manage to catch it again when im on my way to another tuition because it's pouring, focing me to postpone my tuition. Finally, i got 5 students. Haa.. I hope i can survive. Lolx

Nevertheless, i hope to see the freedom again, probably with earpiece plug into my ear, with her beside me. But this time, i hope to see a seagull instead of eagle. Like seagull as it symbolises '飞得高，看得远’- inspired by a show.

Finally finish reading through EE3002. Though im still as blur, but it's much better than before. For once, I appreciate the books written by the profs.

Rounding up of first week in school

It's around one-and-a-half-week into the new sem. I would say that this sem is rather tough.

EE2002: Analog Electronic. This is well known to be a killer module. Luckily we had a funny prof. He is good! I never wanted to sleep during lectures. With his Singaporean Slang, it really liven up his lectures!

EE2003: Semi-Condcutor. This is another killer module. Though the lecturer is not as crazy as EE2002. However, he is as good. He explained his concept very well.

EE2005: AC Machine. This is not realli good but managable though.

EE2007: Math II. The prof was good as a tutor. However, as a lecturer, I think he failed miserably. His voice is super small and it's frustrating to make out what he said. To Wrap up, disaster.

EE2010: Signals and System. Intelligene Prof. He managed to pass us very interesting way of approaching a question.

EE3002: Microprossessing. Chui Mod. Dun understand a lot of stuff because it's too technical.

Stupid people need more time to revise. That's why Im spending a lot of time in my study. Moreover, I had 3 students. Hopefully, i can get another one or two more soon. Any Lobang? Ha

明天我不会依然爱你 by daren tan

This song is strongly recommended by Yimei. Haa.. Enjoy~

Last Slack Moment

Today went to Yimei's house to play games + sudoku.. Haa. Initally should be playing badminton with Tian and Derrick aka handsome boi due to some reason so didnt play in the end.

It's a very normal day but i still treasure it dearly. Deep down, i know that this is going to be one of the last time life can be so slack for both of us, esp when school is starting tmr as well as she is going to step into audit life.

I guess i have to start get used to her being in audit life esp when i see those already in audit life complaining how tough their life is. I anticipate that i would be very busy and that would coincide with her stepping into of audit life. Maybe it's a good thing that both of us are busy rather than one of us are. To all those in audit life, Jiayou worZ. You galz can do it!

Been gaming quite a lot this holiday and i have to stop gaming soon- i mean stop NOW. So kw, dun ask me game le. Haa.. i know yimei will stop gaming one.. haa

Im not sure if i have sufficient rest this holiday but i still doesnt have the study mood. Have to get into the study mood real soon and be prepared for the new sem. Im a slow learner, so i have to start early ok?

tmr is afternoon lesson but have to sleep early.. need to get up early.. haa.. lately heard one of my fav song while shopping with meiz..

<<知足>>

怎么去拥有一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能觉得足够

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你 而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头
才发现 笑着哭最痛

那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你 而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头
才发现 笑着哭最痛

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你 而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头
才发现 笑着哭最痛~wo~

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐再不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

Deep in Thoughts before school starts

Yesterday, I heard from the news that MC king passed away. Though i didnt know him personally, for the moment, i was feeling sad. His departure was taken very hard by most of his
colleagues, as mentioned in their blogs. 39 years old.. he is around 17 years older than me.. It's sad. I started pondering, how would those around me react if I leave this world suddenly? Would me leaving this world has an impact on those around me?

His departure, affirm one of my belief- to treasure each and every moment of my life- to stay happy. May he rest in peace.

Coming Monday would be the beginning of new sem. A new year, means a new start. I would put in my very best in order not to let my past effort go into waste. However, this sem is a bit special. It's her last sem - last sem to study together- and this sem, i would be very much alone for my tutorials as well as perhaps lab. Though there are two vacancies for the lab slot i want, i dunno the chances of me getting it. As for tutorials, i dont think i would be bothered to change them. It's kinda of good in the sense that i would be sort of breaking from my current group and mix with other people. It would be good for my networking.. Haa

Now, I quite numb as to whether my lab the same as my gang. i would try to get the same slot as them, but whether getting it successfully doesnt matter to me. All i hope for now is good lecturers and tutors. I hope i can improve on my GPA.. haa

I have just changed my phone. I didnt get a fanciful phone, just a normal phone with normal function. Well, getting a high end phone now only serve as a white elephant to me.

Try your best in whatever you do. You have put in your best even if the end result is undesirable.

New Year

It's Year 2008! Okiez.. plus one day..

Hope that in this year, the '8' will bring good luck to me. Below are some of the resolution:

1) To treat Her better than year 2007
2) To maintain my GPA (it's going to get harder and harder)
3) To wish for better health to those around me esp my parents
4) To finish packing my room (yea.. im a lazy bump... haven finish packing my room)
5) May my bro enjoy his NS.. Haa
6) May I find my tuitions soon!!

I guess that's all. School starting soon. Trying to enjoy each and every moment of my holiday. May I have enough rest.. If not those around me would be complaining that I been complaining that Im TIRED.. Haa

May this year be a good year for all of us =)

Im starting to fall in love with Hamster - much more than dolphin now. Bye Dolphin.

The dancing Hamster.. HA

在人海茫茫中能遇到你是种缘份，我会好好珍惜你。

女人我最大

The Princesses and the Dude- Fann Wong