When You Believe

When you believe - Mariah Carey



Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
To swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
(Oh)
And it's easy to give in to your fears
(Oh...Ohhhh)
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight throught the rain
Small but still, resilient voice
Says love is the relief
(Ohhh)

There can be miracles
(Miracles)
When you believe
(Lord, when you believe)
Though hope is frail
(Though hope is frail)
It's hard to kill
(Hard to kill, Ohhh)
Who know what miracles,you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will(somehow,somehow, somehow)
somehow you will
You will when you believe

You will when you
You will when you believe
Just believe...in your heart
Just believe
You will when you believeeeeeeeeeee



I was doing some readings when I heard this song on my blog, So i decided to blog. Today, on my way to tuition, listening to musci, I saw two eagles flying freely in the clear blue sky along Chinese Garden MRT station. I started to ponder, when is the last time i slack without any burden? yearning for those carefree life, not needing to trouble over studies. However, i know i wont coz i have an aim in life.

However, i didnt manage to catch it again when im on my way to another tuition because it's pouring, focing me to postpone my tuition. Finally, i got 5 students. Haa.. I hope i can survive. Lolx

Nevertheless, i hope to see the freedom again, probably with earpiece plug into my ear, with her beside me. But this time, i hope to see a seagull instead of eagle. Like seagull as it symbolises '飞得高，看得远’- inspired by a show.

Finally finish reading through EE3002. Though im still as blur, but it's much better than before. For once, I appreciate the books written by the profs.

Rounding up of first week in school

It's around one-and-a-half-week into the new sem. I would say that this sem is rather tough.

EE2002: Analog Electronic. This is well known to be a killer module. Luckily we had a funny prof. He is good! I never wanted to sleep during lectures. With his Singaporean Slang, it really liven up his lectures!

EE2003: Semi-Condcutor. This is another killer module. Though the lecturer is not as crazy as EE2002. However, he is as good. He explained his concept very well.

EE2005: AC Machine. This is not realli good but managable though.

EE2007: Math II. The prof was good as a tutor. However, as a lecturer, I think he failed miserably. His voice is super small and it's frustrating to make out what he said. To Wrap up, disaster.

EE2010: Signals and System. Intelligene Prof. He managed to pass us very interesting way of approaching a question.

EE3002: Microprossessing. Chui Mod. Dun understand a lot of stuff because it's too technical.

Stupid people need more time to revise. That's why Im spending a lot of time in my study. Moreover, I had 3 students. Hopefully, i can get another one or two more soon. Any Lobang? Ha

明天我不会依然爱你 by daren tan

This song is strongly recommended by Yimei. Haa.. Enjoy~

Last Slack Moment

Today went to Yimei's house to play games + sudoku.. Haa. Initally should be playing badminton with Tian and Derrick aka handsome boi due to some reason so didnt play in the end.

It's a very normal day but i still treasure it dearly. Deep down, i know that this is going to be one of the last time life can be so slack for both of us, esp when school is starting tmr as well as she is going to step into audit life.

I guess i have to start get used to her being in audit life esp when i see those already in audit life complaining how tough their life is. I anticipate that i would be very busy and that would coincide with her stepping into of audit life. Maybe it's a good thing that both of us are busy rather than one of us are. To all those in audit life, Jiayou worZ. You galz can do it!

Been gaming quite a lot this holiday and i have to stop gaming soon- i mean stop NOW. So kw, dun ask me game le. Haa.. i know yimei will stop gaming one.. haa

Im not sure if i have sufficient rest this holiday but i still doesnt have the study mood. Have to get into the study mood real soon and be prepared for the new sem. Im a slow learner, so i have to start early ok?

tmr is afternoon lesson but have to sleep early.. need to get up early.. haa.. lately heard one of my fav song while shopping with meiz..

<<知足>>

怎么去拥有一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能觉得足够

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你 而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头
才发现 笑着哭最痛

那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你 而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头
才发现 笑着哭最痛

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你 而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头
才发现 笑着哭最痛~wo~

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐再不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

Deep in Thoughts before school starts

Yesterday, I heard from the news that MC king passed away. Though i didnt know him personally, for the moment, i was feeling sad. His departure was taken very hard by most of his
colleagues, as mentioned in their blogs. 39 years old.. he is around 17 years older than me.. It's sad. I started pondering, how would those around me react if I leave this world suddenly? Would me leaving this world has an impact on those around me?

His departure, affirm one of my belief- to treasure each and every moment of my life- to stay happy. May he rest in peace.

Coming Monday would be the beginning of new sem. A new year, means a new start. I would put in my very best in order not to let my past effort go into waste. However, this sem is a bit special. It's her last sem - last sem to study together- and this sem, i would be very much alone for my tutorials as well as perhaps lab. Though there are two vacancies for the lab slot i want, i dunno the chances of me getting it. As for tutorials, i dont think i would be bothered to change them. It's kinda of good in the sense that i would be sort of breaking from my current group and mix with other people. It would be good for my networking.. Haa

Now, I quite numb as to whether my lab the same as my gang. i would try to get the same slot as them, but whether getting it successfully doesnt matter to me. All i hope for now is good lecturers and tutors. I hope i can improve on my GPA.. haa

I have just changed my phone. I didnt get a fanciful phone, just a normal phone with normal function. Well, getting a high end phone now only serve as a white elephant to me.

Try your best in whatever you do. You have put in your best even if the end result is undesirable.

New Year

It's Year 2008! Okiez.. plus one day..

Hope that in this year, the '8' will bring good luck to me. Below are some of the resolution:

1) To treat Her better than year 2007
2) To maintain my GPA (it's going to get harder and harder)
3) To wish for better health to those around me esp my parents
4) To finish packing my room (yea.. im a lazy bump... haven finish packing my room)
5) May my bro enjoy his NS.. Haa
6) May I find my tuitions soon!!

I guess that's all. School starting soon. Trying to enjoy each and every moment of my holiday. May I have enough rest.. If not those around me would be complaining that I been complaining that Im TIRED.. Haa

May this year be a good year for all of us =)

Im starting to fall in love with Hamster - much more than dolphin now. Bye Dolphin.

The dancing Hamster.. HA

在人海茫茫中能遇到你是种缘份，我会好好珍惜你。

女人我最大

The Princesses and the Dude- Fann Wong