Dealing with problems

All along, I believe in dealing with problems headson. For every problem, it's better to find the roots of the problem and solve it.

However, my stand changes. I realised that sometimes, problems can be very tricky and it's difficult to find the root of the problem, let alone find the solution to it. I realised that I might be handling some problems with ways that i dont like - avoiding. I have no idea but for some reasons, unknowingly, maybe i started to avoid. Maybe it's cause of unable to find the solutions to it makes me not wanting to handle the situation headson. Or maybe it's because it's not the right time to resolve the problems and cause the problem arised at the wrong time. I really have no idea. Maybe that is why I started to avoid. And it's cos of this that i might be giving contradicting stand.

In the state of confusion. Hopefully, I can overcome it soon. Maybe there is a certain level of fear in me.

I doubt a lot of people will understand what im trying to bring across but that doesnt matter cos i just need an outlet to let off some 'steam'? Not 'steam' as in anger bt just need to let off some stuffs that is bothering me.